24.03.2012

hmm...
i dun knw what to start...
but...
i have a strong feel want to drop smth here...

maybe recently i have a bit...
unhappy...
stress...
tension...
everything all together...
but where is happy??
maybe sometime...

i m stress bcoz of my final exam is around the corner...
and i just study some only...
i cant remember everything...
i dun want to get same result like last sem...
it is a bad dream to me...
and i sad and disappointed for a long time...
even i pretend like nth happen..

i hope this sem i can gt 3.3 and above and at least 1A among 3 subject on my result...
hopefully i can get it...

i think i should write at here very often to reduce everything...
but maybe after exam...
hmmm....

=(

21.03.2012

Last week for my semester 3...

it is quite tiring me...

but...

i also learn many things...=)

from the beginning...

the semester is quite free..

but reach the "peak" time of the semester...

we are as busy as bees...

haha~

hmmm....

the lecture & tutor of this semester are quite ok...

TI

L- hmm... i reli dun knw what u are lecture-ing...

u just read from the textbook...i better study myself lah...><

T-she is quite ok... nvr angry us even we are quite noisy and quite naughty...Xp

hahaha~ u give us a wrong answer while mid-term...i will remember u~~ hmmm...

FOM

hey~ you are very funny you know?

i really don't know what you are laughing at...

but your are quite nice and friendly lah...

that day have a talk with you just knew that you are so....Xp

OB

L- err... quite nice lecture... gave a lot of example for us...

T- at first you are quite fierce to us... maybe haven't "shu" with us...

last few week just realize that you are quite funny ah~ hope you have a nice day at beijing =)

well... that all~

hmm... the final exam is coming soon =(

lecture note and books ah....

can you try your best to let me fall in love to u??

20.03.2012

from the beginning...
i already need to understand that i am alone...
i left my hometown...
i came to a strange place...
i m alone came to this place...
i alone take this course...
is that i m brave? or strong enough?

actually sometime i feel very fear...
i fear that my decision is wrong...
i fear that my result is bad...
i dun want let anyone disappointed to me...
but...
who know i already try my best?
maybe dad know?
thx he always encourage me...

and the college is like people go public toilet...
"easy come easy go"...
something like no people will care about u...
no people will bother u...
maybe some people think that is freedom..
but to me, it is a NO!!

sometime i also need people care about me...

14.03.2012

i miss home...
very miss...
super miss...

recently my mood quite bad...
should be very bad...

izit my decision wrong already?
am i wrong from the beginning ?
choose to come here is a wrong way?
sometime i have some regret but it is my choice.
regret no use...
regret no cure...

it is really tired me...
i totally have no mood to continue it...
what can i do??
just bear for it??
it will pass soon??
izit?

it is not my talent...
please don't force me to do so...
i will bear it from them beginning...
but...
i will also explode it in one time!!
my temper no that good...
especially face children or something i dislike...

i m simple and easy to know...
i like means i will very like it...
no matter it is good or bad...
if i dislike...
i will show a BLACK face to you!!

today is blue...

05.03.2012

happy birthday to my dear ah heng~
ah gu here wish you happy birthday~
wish you happy everyday and guai guai ting hua~
kuai gao zhang da~ 
du shu pandai pandai~ 
^^ ღ
below this leng zai is my ah heng~ =)